Sitting home the other evening...thinking... going through a mental speed bump, I start to question EVERYTHING... Are my goals that I've set too much? Are they too big? Will I fail? Will I sabotage myself? I don't want to fail. I don't want to sabotage myself... My mind wanders to the last thing I wrote about. The blue car that passed.
Sitting. Staring out the windows of my house I see a red van and a red truck pass by out of one window. As I turn my attention to one of the other windows, I sarcastically think to myself, "What?! Is the next car going to be BLUE?!"
Of course it was. Luck of the draw? Maybe. Possibly. A blue PRIUS it was. That blue car was enough to pull me up just enough that I could get my feet back under me, to push through these things that I've set out to do...
Now, if you are anything like me, you might tend to look for deeper meaning in things... Maybe look at them from a different angle...Like a thesaurus..(it's not a dinosaur...)a book with different meanings for a given word...
Touching base with my roommate tonight, I tell him this little story of me sitting, looking out the windows and seeing the blue car again, and as we are talking about how someone can just compose a work of art without really knowing how they did it and where it came from, either it be music, or a piece of poetic literature...I look up the definition of prius...and after I read the definition, I high five myself... This is what I got:
"something that precedes or takes precedence"...
I'll let you do the math on that one!:)
Just another reminder to keep on keepin' on...
"Staring through my rear view...like looking back on the world from another level..." Tupac Shakur
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