Tuesday, April 10, 2012

Shivers...

Had a dream the other morning that shot me out of bed with what sounded like the love that I lost standing at my front door crying and saying my name...In tears I heard her say, "Jason..."

I later told a friend of this experience. I told them it sounded and felt so real, and as I told her I had to warn her of the craziest part... That I felt inside of me that it was her soul/spirit reaching out, lost, confused, angry with me...don't know how else to describe it...

A few days following my friend told me she randomly left work and drove to a lookout by the bay in the town she works in. She told me that she had to message me because as she came to sit down at this look out. There was a book sitting there. It was an inspirational book, the daily reading type. For the day that she was reading for went something like this:"When the world says give up hope, whispers say, 'try one more time.'"

It doesn't happen often in life that messages like that come through to us, that one sent shivers down my spine...

I've loved and I've lost...

I keep this picture close to me. What do you see? At that moment there was nothing better. I'm hope to someday get back to a place where; whether or not it's with that special person, that I find that happiness again. She has moved on and has found that happiness again in someone else. I am happy for her, but sad that we can't be happy together. She meant the world to me. I write it on this blog as I want the world to know. I want the world to know that if you have something so special that living your life without it seems unbearable; you better hold on to it. You better not let it go. Fight with everything you have to keep it. And if you are able to salvage that piece of heaven then thank your lucky stars!

*written two months ago

Friday, April 6, 2012

Thursday, April 5, 2012

The Hawk...

Saw a hawk yesterday... And this is the message it brings... Again, powerful stuff....


"In representation to humanity, the hawk is called messenger, protector and visionary. Keen vision is one of its greatest gifts. Hawks see things others miss.

The hawk comes to you indicating that you are now awakening to your soul purpose, your reason for being here. It can teach you how to fly high while keeping yourself connected to the ground.

As you rise to a higher level, your psychic energies are awakening and the hawk can help you to keep those senses in balance. Its message for you is to be open to hope and new ideas, to extend the vision of your life.

The Hawk is an animal of flight. It soars through the air looking down, and sees everything. It has a larger perspective of what is going on down below. With its keen eyesight, it looks down as it soars through the air looking for its prey. It can see the smallest of creatures below.

The Hawk teaches you to be observant and take a close look at your surroundings. It soars with the power to overcome difficult situations. It soars in circles over the life of the earth, asking you to circle over your life and view it from a higher perspective.

The Hawk has a distinct cry, one that most people are aware of. Its cry signifies awareness. If you hear the cry of the hawk use your intuitive ability to discern the message and seek the truth.

If a hawk has soared into your life, you require a higher perspective. You need to see the details of what is going on and look at the bigger picture. Take a look at your situation from above."