So... It's time to circle the wagons and try to get a little more in depth on the things that I've been doing... why I've been doing them.
Recently chatted with a friend on Facebook about leaving the place where I live. I told her I had already left when she asked if I was leaving, and that all I had to do was catch up to myself...
Sounds kinda funny, right? Kinda crazy, maybe? Definitely.
It all started about about two years ago, right before/during my relapse(although I don't really think it was full blown until I started drinking again six months later, but that's besides the point). I had just stopped seeing this girl and was doing the "still checking their Facebook" phase. I read a comment someone made about the movie, "The Secret." It was kind of a mocking comment about the movie, kind of a "do you believe this shit?!" kind of comment. I was unfamiliar with the movie. So I Googled it. I wanted to know what the big deal was.
After doing a fair amount of research on what it was, going to the website, and reading comments that others had said about this movie. How it had changed their lives. I thought,"oh great, here we go..." The comments were coming from a Christian based forum I believe. Although anything that's starts to "Praise Jesus!" for anything I usually turn and run the other way. I probably would have but I was still intrigued. I mean who wouldn't be really... I mean come on... There's a Secret and everyone's talking about it. Couldn't be that big of a secret if everyone was talking about it... And how come I hadn't heard the Secret if indeed everyone WAS talking about it? I had to know.
I was able to find the movie on Netflix, so I watched it. And guess what? It changed my life too! The movie is kind of a documentary. I won't get into everything the movie talked about. The main thing the movie told me was this: You can manifest whatever you want with your thoughts.
Of course I was skeptical. Who wouldn't be? But they had quantum physicists explaining some of this stuff. Doctors, Ph.d's... These people did not seem to be crack pots.
Then they started talking about love. Love and the vibrational frequencies you put out when experiencing that feeling. And that in order to manifest the things you want, by plainly visualizing them, you needed to feel THAT feeling. Truly in any degree... Towards your mom, dad, pet, child, as long as you were in that mind set... that "place" feeling it, you can transfer those vibrations to the things you wanted to manifest.
"Ok," I thought, after watching this movie,"I'm going to give this a shot!" So I sat in my chair at my kitchen table. I started thinking about all the things I was grateful for. Started thinking about my mother, and it was about two or three minutes into this meditation that I told myself... told the universe that I wanted the next car that drove past my house to be a blue car. About 5 seconds later I could hear a vehicle coming up the highway...It was a white van...Almost discouraged I thought, "No! I asked for a blue CAR" This was a VAN." And within seconds I heard another vehicle approaching along the highway...A red truck! I smiled, maybe even laughed... "Still haven't seen a CAR!"
Needless to say the next vehicle that passed was a blue car. I'll never forget that day. I was sold on the power of the mind. It made me believe.
Sure, it may have been a coincidence. But maybe it wasn't. There is really no telling. And that's how this thing "The Secret" works. You gotta be positive, and you gotta have love...more than 50%, and it works... Things won't just materialize right in front of your eyes, although that is not out of the realm of possibility. The universe has a time delay. It works in "mysterious ways"...but it works.
Over the last two years or so, I have never stopped believing, and never stopped using The Secret. And it has always worked. Just follow the principles. Even up until TODAY the power of The Secret is with me. The goals that I have set for myself and the way I am going to do it takes time to materialize.
I mentioned that even up until today I still practice The Secret, and even as of today it works. I will leave you tonight with this:
For the past couple weeks I have been opening the blinds on the window next to my desk at work and saying, "Ahh, the beach..." Instead of the giant cement wall that is outside of my window I visualize a beach, something tropical... This is just a small part of what I have been doing to bring the reality of my goals closer to me. (Those that follow me on Facebook may now have a little bit of a clue as to why I am posting some of those pictures;)) And I believe that by doing that, the universe brings that reality closer. Pushing it out of my thoughts into the here and now... It works in mysterious ways...just gotta keep visualizing...and it will happen;)
This is what showed up outside my window today...
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