The urge has been strong to release the last couple days. Not really sure if its an urge or desire to release, or more of an inherent energy that I have yet to harness and explore. Getting reacquainted with the energy involved takes some getting used to. It's seemingly sexual in nature, but can't help but think that it is something much more. As our bodies transmit signals within itself that don't necessarily have to do with what our brains/thoughts interpret. I learned this while suffering through cluster headaches. With the headaches, it was my body telling me there was something wrong, and it wasn't necessarily in the center of my brain, or behind my eye. It was something else entirely, and given the degree of the sensation in a headache like a migraine I believe that it can be likened to the degree and sensation of built up "sexual" energy, albeit on the total opposite end of the spectrum...
More later I suppose...
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