What of change...?

Ready to unwind. Although I am stuck in my mind. Intuition and perception. Is it all just deception? On the forefront of change. Moving forward has me feeling strange. It's for the best. Accepting that I will get little rest during this test. Our paths not chosen; we make our own way. To make our own day. To be better at all costs. But what if my heart frosts? Focused... Cold...like ice...Is this my sacrifice?